When I want to, I love to write. When I want to, I can write a lot. When I want to, I can write beautifully. When I want to.
I need to write. I need to write a lot.
When I want to write I write a lot.
When I want to, I love a lot. When I want to, I love to love. When I want to, I love.
Sometimes we need to love when we don't want to.
How do we love, how do we give, how do we care, how do we write when we don't want to?
How do we write, how do we care, how do we share when we don't want?
How do we learn, how do we share, how to we write when we don't want?
How do we learn to want what we don't want? To want when we don't want?
How do we learn to share when we don't want? How do we learn to give? How do we learn to care?
I am sitting in the library. Day two of sitting in the library and pretending to write my thesis. How long will it take me to write if I manage to write about one measly paragraph a day? 100 years? I need to write! I don't want to write! I don't want to concentrate! I don't want to focus!
I would rather look for a job. I would rather take on short term projects with tight deadlines. I would rather check Facebook. I would rather check whats app. I would rather sit in my car waiting for parking. I would rather go out with my friends. I would rather pick up my children. I would rather do anything that is not sitting and writing my thesis. Oh my! Goodbye, I am going now to write what I don't want!
